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What would you do with $100

Posted on by Benji Zimmerman Posted in Honesty, Other | 7 Comments

It might not seem like a lot to some but $100 can still go a long ways in someones life. Good ole Benjamin Franklin can still change someone’s day, week or possibly even month.

This week I was blessed with an unexpected $100. Honestly I really want to spend it on a race entry fee. I really want to run the Red Rock Half Marathon. But after thinking about it I realized that was pretty selfish. My mind then jumped to the next “selfless” act of spending the money. I could use it to pay for a portion of a ticket for Catalyst West. A conference in California that I really want to attend but don’t really have the money for. Going to the conference would me I would grow spiritually and relationally, that in turn would spill out into my relationships, small group and onto the pages of this website. A win-win for everyone right? Nope, still pretty selfish.

After thinking about it for a few hours I really feel a deep conviction that I need to give the money to someone or something. But honestly I am not sure what or whom. So if you had a $100 to give, who or what would you give it too?

In Case You Missed It

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On Friday I announced that Down Write Honest celebrated it’s 1st birthday. In honor of all those who have stopped by during the first year I am giving away 3 books:

Primal by Mark Batterson
Guerrilla Lovers by Vince Antonucci
A Million Miles in A Thousand Years by Donald Miller

All you have to do is comment on any post during the next week and you will be entered to win!

One fun thing I did this past weekend was log into my Google Analytics account to see what kind of stats happened over the last year. I rarely if ever check my overall stats because I am not defined by the number of comments I get or readers I have. Although I do have to admit it was fun to see what posts got the most traffic over the last twelve months. Here are the top 10 posts from the first year of Down Write Honest:

10. My review of Eyes Wide Open by Jud Wilhite

9. My summary of Francis Chan speaking at the Catalyst West Conference

8. What Bubble? Consumer Christianity flipped in Vegas

7. Top 10 Reasons to Attend a Smaller Church

6. Part 1 a post about my Bride

5. Sometimes we have Not So Great Expectations

4. A heartfelt response to Drunk Driving

3. Central Staff on Twitter

2. Baptism Celebration weekend at Central Christian Church

1. My review of Drops Like Stars by Rob Bell

Those are the top 10 according to stats, sometime this week I will post a list of my favorites, until then. Re-read or read for the first time, comment and WIN!

Is Free Really Better?

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“It’s about building roots . . . there is a saying, no roots, no fruits,” Rick Warren says emphatically through the speakers of my computer. He is currently on stage teaching the first session of the Radicalis Conference hosted at Saddleback Church in Lake Forest California. The conference has various sessions streamed online for FREE. A little about the conference:

“Radicalis is a unique hands-on, comprehensive experience that will enhance each member of your team’s role in your church and build and inspire them to serve God in your community and the world. Rick Warren, the Saddleback Team and leading national pastors will challenge, develop, and expand your vision to be a moving force for God in today’s world.”

I was able to listen to Rick’s first session before getting caught up in my daily workload. It was an excellent start to a conference that I am sure will help a lot of pastors. But something sticks out more than a conference that helps pastors. . .

FREE STUFF!

Conferences are expensive! Travel, food, registration, conference paraphernalia all costs money. And these days all of us: individuals, ministries & churches are strapped for cash, as a result any type of free stuff is awesome! Cue up Radicalis. A conference that costs money to attend that is being broadcast online for free! Last week the same was true for the Verge Conference on missional community thinking.

There is a down side to a free stuff. . . it does not have value. If you get something for free it does not have as much value as something you pay for. I read once that John Maxwell doesn’t give away comps or discounts for any of his conferences because people don’t show up when they get something for free. Free doesn’t always mean better.

However when it comes to free online conferences, I am a huge fan! It makes me wish that Whiteboard Sessions, Echo Conference, Catalyst & Story would all be broadcast online for free. It would save me tons of time on travel and money on expenses. Free might not always be better for some, but for me it is phenomenal resource that allows me to grow and learn without having to leave my desk. But what side of the camp are you on?

Is free stuff really better?

Catalyst West – Francis Chan

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After reading an advance copy of Crazy Love by Francis Chan I was challenged and intrigued. Chan quickly became one of my favorite voices in ministry. His podcast from Cornerstone Church in Simi Valley California is one of my favorites. You could say I am a Chan Fan. So when I had the chance to attended Catalyst West Coast and found out Chan was speaking I was ecstatic. His session was my most anticipated.

The Holy Spirit did not disappoint.

Notice I did not say Francis Chan did not disappoint. While Chan was a gifted communicator and passionate pastor, his talk was highlighted by the fact that it was all about the Holy Spirit. The more Chan spoke, the more you could sense the presence of God descending on the room. After Chan finished speaking the worship that ensued was absolutely incredible. Hearing Francis speak was of tremendous value to me because it reminded me that none of this (this = life) is about us. This simple idea is so refreshing in an era of history where we are becoming more and more narcissistic as a society.

Here are some notes I scribbled from Chan’s talk . . .

  • While listening to Chan, I jotted down –> this is all about God, this is not about Francis.
  • Chan made a statement along the lines of, “When I hear the people at my church talk more about Francis Chan than they do about the Holy Spirit it is a clear sign I am not doing my job.”
  • “Front row next to the dugout . . . you know, that is how I roll.” – Chan talking about his trip to opening day of the Dodgers. He continued on with the example talking about how he only goes to games when it is ideal, just like most churchgoers who only go to church when it is perfect. He finished the story with this quote, “There are no ‘ifs’ only ‘even if’”.
  • “The Book of Acts is quite possibly my least favorite book in the Bible, because you never read it and say, ‘Wow that is just like us.’”
  • “The Holy Spirit is unstoppable, what bothers me is that our churches are so stoppable now.”
  • “We have churches full of knowledgeable and scared believers.”
  • “We have people who have been Christians for 10 years and they can not disciple someone!”
  • “We need to pray for boldness. Paul is one of the boldest people in human history and he still prayed for boldness!”
  • “We have to learn to love the gospel, not just the way it is delivered.”
  • “Part of the reason why we have a scared churches is because they have scared pastors.”
  • “John Piper bugs me.”
  • “Marriage books often idolize marriage.”
  • “When was the last time you were astonished by the boldness of someone?”
  • “I remember being taught the difference between exegesis and isogesis in seminary.”
  • Exegesis = let the scriptures lead out
  • Isogesis = start with an idea and pull out verses
  • “I was taught to teach exegetically but I was never taught to live exegetically.”
  • “I am begging you to get alone with the scripture!”
  • “If you had started with scripture would you do church the same way you do?”
  • “If you read this book [holding his Bible up] cover to cover – what would you come up with?”
  • “Do we have the boldness to make the changes.”
  • Francis finished with a powerful story about his own daughter and her relationship with God, it was the one story from the conference that hit home the most. I was humbly reminded that we can not change the spiritual course of those around us, we can only set an example. It is the power of God moving through his spirit that changes people. “Unless your spirit comes I am helpless.” Chan confessed to God his desire to see change in his daughter.
  • “Something happens only when the Holy Spirit is involved.”

Tsylatac – I had it all backwards

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I didn’t know what to expect from Catalyst West Coast. I had heard legends about a team of amazing people located just outside of Atlanta who have been putting on stellar leadership conferences every October for young leaders for nearly a decade. But I wondered if this conference would meet my expectations, because I do expect a lot. I really don’t know what all my expectations were but I knew some of them: I expected there to be 3,000 trendy hipster pastors with their fohawks and iphones. I expected Rick Warren to be arrogant. I expected it to be hoopla.

I HAD IT ALL BACKWARDS.

Catalyst West Coast was a plate full of humility served hot with a side of selfishness. It was not what I had expected.

Andy Stanley started the speaking portion of the conference with a simple introductory idea, “My cup is half full. My job is to pour my cup into as many cups as possible.” With that simple idea the conference turned in a direction I had not really expected. I think I had a preconceived idea that the pastors, speakers and leaders were going to get up in front of the crowd and wow us with there teaching and insights. I expected them to highlight the great things going on at their churches or organizations. I expected them to be all about them.

IT NEVER HAPPENED.

Of course Rick talked about Saddleback, but how could Rick not talk about Saddleback? That is what he knows. Yes there were plenty of hipsters and fohawks. And yes there was plenty of  fun and fanfare. But behind it all, there was one very clear message: you matter. I have never been to a conference that made me feel more valued than the Catalyst conference. I think I owe them an apology.

Dear Platform Speakers & Catalyst Staff -

Thank you for handing me a plate full of humility. Please forgive me for my assumptions, expectations and preconceived ideas. I was wrong. While drifting around the back of the room taking photos and scribbling notes during the two days I realized how much you care about young leaders and the future of the church. You were not about putting on a show but hosting an event where young leaders could be invested in.

We could all see how worn out Erwin McManus was but yet he was there sharing his heart. We could hear the passion in Brian Houston for the church. In between the jokes Rick and Andy made it abundantly clear that they care deeply about young leaders. The pastoral nature of Francis Chan and Jud Wilhite was welcomed with open arms. Seeing Perry encourage and empathize with audience sealed the deal.

I realized over the past week as I have reflected on the conference that I am the one who needed to be knocked down a peg or two. I came in with my guns drawn and my heart hardened. I love my church and the job that I have but somewhere in the past few years my heart has become bitter towards other ministries and organizations. I only cared about what I cared about. Catalyst West Coast was a fresh reminder of my selfishness and that we are all on the same team. If one of us does something great, we all do something great. If one of us fails, we all fail.

Thank you for reminding me how important it is to celebrate the wins of others. Thank you for hosting a conference that truly does care about young leaders and gives them tools to become better ones.

Humbled -

Benji Zimmerman

3 Things I Never Expected from Catalyst West Coast

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#1. I pulled in the parking lot at Mariners Church in Irvine California for day 1 of the conference and I was completely shocked to see this:

I lived on this exact tour bus for over 2 years. It smelled, broke down often and was freezing cold, but it was my home. Seeing it brought back a flood of old memories. It was a nostalgic moment. After talking with Ben I discovered that Aaron Keyes now owns my old house on wheels. I had a chance to talk with Aaron for a few minutes, but I failed to mention this old story about when the bus caught fire in South Dakota.

#2. Walking through the audience and out of no where some kid calls out my name and hugged me. Well Mike isn’t so much of a kid anymore (congrats to him and his wife Joni on having their first baby soon).  My only brother Brad is the guru behind the world famous (okay, soon to be world famous) Church Media Design TV. My brother’s best friend is  Mike Morgan the worship pastor at Timberlake Christian Fellowship in Washington state. I have been supporting Mike for years on his mission trips and adventures. I have been cheer-leading him as he released new albums. I have seen Mike grow up. However over the last few years we have lost touch as he has moved around the West Coast, but that all changed at Catalyst when I was hugged by old friend.

#3. Do you know why you do what you do? For example, if you are a teacher why do you teach? I am in ministry because I care about people and I want them to know that I love them and God loves them. I might totally suck at it, but I am trying. The number 1 reason I am still in ministry is because I have been around great mentors and leaders who have modeled what it means to care about people. No one person has done this more effectively than my first youth pastor John Wood. John stood beside me during some of the hardest years of my life whether he knew it or not. He cared about me and invested in me. I will never forget John Wood. 14 years ago he moved from my hometown in Michigan to Hamburg New York.

Once in 14 years our paths have crossed again. That was until I was sitting outside at Catalyst enjoying my free lunch from Chic-Fila when I saw John Wood walk by . . .

Seeing John made the whole conference worth while. Thanks Brad, Ben and the rest of the team for hosting a conference that brings old friends together.